[custom_adv] After spending £650,000 on more than 60 ops to look like his toy hero, the 36-year-old former cabin crew worker has revealed he now uses the name Jessica, has blown another £100,000 on getting the female body of her dreams — and would love to be a mum one day.She told The Sun: “I’d always felt feminine and when I struggled to be manly with my personality, I decided to make my appearance as masculine as possible instead. [custom_adv] She told The Sun: “I’d always felt feminine and when I struggled to be manly with my personality, I decided to make my appearance as masculine as possible instead. [custom_adv] “But no matter how much I looked liked Ken nothing eased the pain of being Barbie inside.“It was a really tough decision for me, but I just reached the point where I couldn’t live as a man any more.“In November last year I started surgeries to remove the masculine implants I’d spent so much money on years before and in January this year I started feminisation surgeries to make me a woman. [custom_adv] The reality star, 36, debuted her new peroxide blonde choppy locks after a glamorous makeover at Harrods. The Celebrity Big Brother star, who came out as transgender last month, turned heads in a plunging cut-out top which showcased her cleavage. [custom_adv] Roddy teamed the look with a plush feathered coat and figure-hugging red flared trousers. She showcased her new white pedicure in black peep toe heels and amped up the glamour with a slick of red lipstick. [custom_adv] Roddy has been keeping her social media followers updated after undergoing feminisation surgery, as she continues to heal following the grueling process - which Roddy has described as the 'most painful' surgery she has had. [custom_adv] Earlier images showing Roddy's progress highlighted her very bruised and bandaged face, however the initial swelling has reduced.